Don't be so hard on yourself, actor Ricky Schroeder said in article I read many years ago you don't have to kill anything to enjoy hunting. I haven't gotten a deer in 9 years but I still enjoy it. Most outdorsman are very good people and don't need to see a therapist. when I can get time to go the woods to hunt , cut firewood or just walk around the trouble can go away quickly. I know some people shoot anything if it is brown it is down opening day of gun season around here , others will wait for the right deer to present a shot, many end up having tag soup. Set some realistic goals for yourself and go with it. Good Luck