Ok what am I doing wrong

[DirtTime]

If @Chef is willing to come by and help you get this sorted out I would take him up on it. Having someone there to show you and explain things is a huge step up form watching videos or reading how-to articles.

[Einsamer Krieger]

Start CLOSE!!  Be comfortable with the bow, pull is very important, do not strain.  If the arrow hits high, set pin higher, the arrow rule, shoot for groups, if tired, then hang the bow up and start tomorrow.  DO NOT shoot or practice when tired.  Check all and make everything is tight.