I went thru the same thing. I myself went to only killing mature deer. I make it a point to find 2-3 bucks worthy of shooting and then hunt those deer. Trust me. You will lose a hell of a lot more then you will ever win but when you do get the chance to pull the trigger you will smile because you know you earned it against a beast that has also beaten you a few times. Go back to Hunting......Not just Shooting because you have a tag and it may have some kind of bone in it’s head. Make it Worthy. Anybody can kill the dumbest deer in the woods in The fall. A Yearling whitetail.