Agreed with the above, strap yourself in and make sure you feel safe, think of more security (additional rails, more handle bars around) when you feel safe you will get used to it and the fears will go away. I couldn't sit in 20ft double stand without strapping in, now I'm leaning over the rails with no harness....matter of time and practice I guess. For me feeling of safety was most important, see if it works for you.